Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Are your scriptures a souvenir or a practical tool?

Well... You about summed up how I feel about the Broncos going to the Super Bowl! THE BRONCOS ARE GOING TO THE SUPER BOWL!!!!! i can't witness it :/ BUT THE BRONCOS ARE GOING TO THE SUPER BOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Last night, every door we knocked on we asked how the game was going. ;) Both Elder G and I are Bronco fans. :D

Our Stake Conference was so incredible too! Best part was that I was able to see some folks from Arkadelphia that I haven't seen in almost a year, including an old investigator that is finally preparing to be baptized!!

Tell Sam to start practicing his basketball outside cause in 9.25 months I'm comin for him! :)
The count down has begun :P haha jk  Really though, January has been SOOOO LOOOOONNNNNGGGGGG! I hate that I can see the finish line. I was JUST getting enthralled enough in this work that I forgot about all things at home! haha.

Now for a review of this last week:
This week I had opportunities to learn patience, not with others, but with myself. I had to realize I wasn't perfect and that sometimes things don't always work out the way I want them to-- even if I asked, worked hard, and asked again. My weaknesses were seen clear as day and I wanted so badly for the Lord to take them and make them strengths. I gave them to Him. I gave Him time. I couldn't figure out why He hadn't made me strong in them yet.

I soon realized that the word "time" isn't limited to a day, a week, or a month. For all I know it could mean two years or even a life time. He just wants us to keep trying, be diligent, and continue in patience with an eye on the prize.

I also realized that when you pray for patience, you get the trials (opportunities to grow) that come along with learning it. There is so much potential here. We feel like we have found it but then it falls through our grasp. We have felt knocked down time and time again. We are bruised and bloody but for some reason we have found a way to stand back up.

Ultimately I have found it through Christ and His infinite Atonement. Recently I have found it through the scriptures. We listened to a talk by Hank Smith, that you gave us for Christmas, this last week and in it I learned that just like an investor in the stock market, a diligent student of the scriptures will only profit if a person takes the time and effort to invest: "The more I invest, the more I profit," he said.

He also asked, Are your scriptures a souvenir or a practical tool? How do we individually treat the scriptures in our life? Do we display them and cherish them like a souvenir without actually using them or are the scriptures used often in our lives to inspire us and bless us like a well-worn tool?

As I took these principles into effect this week, I looked back on my scriptures and saw all the markings I made in the last week and what joyed filled my heart as I realized how much more my scriptures actually mean to me now. I love them! I don't want to leave them. I learned to find the hidden message instead of just reading the stories. And that, right there, has opened up so many windows. I found such a joy and love and desire to not just read the scriptures but to search and to find the message within. I figure that if Moroni could only write "an hundreth part," these things have got to be so much deeper than we realize.

Honestly, a month ago, I was concerned for myself when I get home off my mission in regards to reading my scriptures everyday. I know I need to. But let's be realistic... With life in the way, I see myself being so easily distracted. Watching ESPN or sleeping in can and will appear more attractive than reading the scriptures. Quite frankly this disturbed me. I don't want to fall back into the real world.

If it wasn't for hearing that talk... I don't know what would've happened to me upon return to the real world. But, now, I have such a greater understanding of the scriptures and I have truly learned to cherish them. I am excited to see how this will affect not just my life, but the work here too.  I am "holding fast" to the iron rod and I am learning to do hard things.

I will eternally be gratefully for this opportunity to serve and to give full dedication to the work of "the salvation of thousands, the saving of souls, YES!" (Mission song)
-Elder Wheatley



p.s. I LOVE YOU MORE than the Broncos being in the Super Bowl!!!

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