Hey Momma!
This week-- tired.
I've been doing the best I can. I'm working hard, being
obedient but nothing has been changing. Yet, I hope. I've always been
optimistic. I think of Pine Bluff where we went two whole transfers with hardly
anything and then BOOM! But even knowing that, it's still frustrating when
you're wearing yourself out day in and day out and not seeing any results; and
the joy of the satisfaction of working hard is wearing off.
This is what I love
about my mission: I learn to do hard things. Even with no rewards I learn how
to have patience, determination, perseverance when it really doesn't matter. It
matters, yes, but I'm talking about: my house isn't about to foreclose or
my kids aren't going wayward. You know what I mean? It's hard. And for what--
myself?? No. For others. It's an incredible feeling. I can't see anything
changing day by day (like braces straightening teeth) but I know the end result
will be great. So, yes, it's hard. I'm ready to take a break. Some days October
21st can't come soon enough. I'm tired. But I will endure to the end.
Behold, I am a disciple of Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I have been called of
him to declare his word among his people, that they might have everlasting
life.
I love ya more!
-Bubba
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